Where I Am Now, by C. Moon

I am not pretending to be what the world wants to see…skinny enough, funny enough, pretty enough, smart enough

I am not hoping to be what “they” want me to be …mom of the year, Bunko champion, whose –who of the supper clubs

I do not want to warm a pew just to say I was there every Sunday or recite verses so to impress…

It has become more.

I want the world to see me content with whom God created me to be… skinny or fat, good and bad hair days, when my jokes fail and when my lectures are a bomb

I hope to please God and in the process, if it’s what they wanted me to be…okay. Mom of the year gives spankings misses Bunko to be with her family, and if she goes to supper club, it is to be genuine and not to be political and see how many people she can impress.

I want to go into God’s house to truly worship…and say thank you for these thirty something years...